listen you dont need to read thisd i fucking tiredtoo ok so just skip it or something

my mom is taking this computer away from me and shes puting it somewhere else and i woke up with her screams in my face telling me how worthless i am and yes ijm being fucking emo for the reason that she does this to me somehow in someway and im just tired of it. she thinks she can just salve everything with screaming everthing i have done wrong in my face yep well geuss what its not fucking working im just so tired she makes me feel dead inside i go to therapy to really find myself andf start being nicer to my mom but no i think its her now because shes always doing this to me. she says im the best thing that has ever happened to her and that she doesnt regert adopting me and stuff but she lies i dont beleive her anymore she made me suffer when the whole jean thing and that all of it was bullshit, she even laughs about it saying how unhappy i was and how much she helped me and how he waqsnt the one.......i know he is sadly they dont know but i know he is me fill me up . he makes me happy and he would do anything for me and i rerally want to see him but thats not gonna happen any time soon so i guess this is just some kingd of farewell shit because they are kill me im just glad im not dead yet im not going to die not yet i know i have to stay strong for the both us good bye